i'll sacrifice for you (:

( one old picture of me and my love (= )

Time flies ! school reopens again, many things to catch up . Happy moments is catching up now ! =D like, change of my class timetable . Super shiok! thought about loads of things, should i drop art and go for home econ? At first, i plan to go to home econ but i didn't get in. I was posted to art instead. Tried my best to draw the best art piece that i can. and sadden i gotten a c5 for my art. 2 more marks!!!! and i'll get a B4. What a waste ! But i love art more and more now. Because i had a wonderful teacher and i'm interested in the subject. But i still need to think for my "O" level. what should i do? can i do my o level's art well? do i really have that potential? Now currently , i don't think i have that potential. But can i do it next time? no one knows. Home econ have so much things to memorise. Can i do it? can i even handle well my other subjects? i doubt so. I guess i just have to work harder in my art. Maybe one day i'll be able to handle it well who knows? (:

Cross country is just round the corner, and glad that i'm chosen. but i can't run now. im so fat and lazy, walking is already a problem for me man. i'm already so lazy to walk how am i going to train for my cross country? someone help me? :x i think im getting more and more lazy. Ridiculous. -.- i miss watching movies, i miss going on a shopping. i miss spending money, sigh not now, i've got to plan for my future and my saving got to be full now. super SOC (short Of Cash) now. so much things to buy. :x i'll never finish buying the things i want. same for you guys right? money and time is always not enough for me . and i can 99% sure that it is not enough for you guys too. alrightalright, lazy people cannot type too much . Only can eat and sleep !=D

Bad dreams scares me out.

Bad dreams really scares me, Just had one last night. One that last very long and scare my tears out. A dream that will never happened. Shall i share the story? One night when i reached home as usual , my mum start to ask me wear a lot of clothes, and she got all my things out. she packed it nicely in my bag, where am i going? i start to wonder everything. why are they only packing my things? where am i going then? i was brought to the airport and all my families member where there. Can you belive it? my mum say that she is sending me overseas to study?! she say she can effort to send me there now, everything is arranged already. I'm stun, how am i going to let go of everything in one time? my friends my house and you.. how am i going to leave without you? i cried and cried just hope to get through to you through phone. i have so much things to say and so much things not yet done. i have so much things to accomplish and yet i'm leaving . That kind of feeling , i can't really explain it. Its very very scary, and it appears to be so real. Thank god i woke up just in the right time. This dream lasted me for the whole night. This dream let me know that, "whatever i want to do, just do it. if not , until a time i'm really leaving its really too late. cherish whatever i have now. don't let go of anything."
Life is like a cup, once broken it can never be fixed anymore.
releationship is the same too. once its gone its gone.

Let your heart sing the love song (:

Hi readers,
Today , Went to J8 bought quite a lot of things . That is how my money always flies away -.- Gosh ! is time for me to save up some money i guess hmmm.. i always say save money , end up the money in my purse is just so tempting that i spent it away -.- Gosh. Alright went to Amk hub to meet sister after that. Waited for her for 1 hour , Thanks uh. Went to had beef noodle for dinner ! nice ! chat a lot , had a great time today (: oh, went to eat pastamania for lunch today. love the seafood zuppa ttm! =D Haha !

Actually, sometimes i think of it quite often. I find that love is really quite blind. my mum loves my dad a lot thats why im here. No matter what kind of person my dad is , my mum still loves him deeply. i personally thinks that my dad wasn't the best guy for my mum. My mum suits someone a alot better than my dad, but i think that because love is blind that's why my mum don't mind anything about my dad , She just love him . That is what i mean by "维大的爱情 "
Until now , they don't shows that they are still as loving as before, But deep inside their hearts they still concerns and care for one another. That is what Love is . Who will be my future one? You? (:

i'll give it to someone special.That is you (:

First Dance Lyrics.

Its your chance take her hand to the floor (to the floor)
Girl if you see something you like then let him know
Cause you only got one chance it your first dance
So take advantage of the slow dance
Yeah man

When I close my eyes I see me and you at the prom,
We've both been waitng so long for this day to come
Now that it's here lets make it special
There's so many thoughts in my mind the DJ's playing
My favorite song ain't no chaperone's this could be
The night of our dreams.

If you give, give the first dance to me
Girl I promise I'll be gentle
I know we gotta do it slowly
If you give, give the first dance to me
Im gon cherish every moment,
Cause It only happens once, once in a life time.

I couldn't ask for more we're rockin' back and forth
Under the disco ball we're the only ones on the floor
So many thoughts in my mind the DJ's playing
My favorite song now we're all alone
Here's the opportunity

Only if you give, give the first dance to me
Girl I promise I'll be gentle
I know we gotta do it slowly,
If you give, give the first dance to me
Im gon cherish every moment,
Cause it only happens once, once in a life time.

Everybody says that we look cute together
Lets make this a night the two of us remember,
No teachers around to see us dancin' close
I'm tellin' you our parents will never know
Before the lights go up and the music turns off
Now's the perfect time for me to taste your lipgloss,
Your glass slippers in my hand right here,
We'll make it before the clock strikes nine.

If you give, give the first dance to me
Girl I promise I'll be gentle
But we gotta do it slowly
If you give, give the first dance to me
Im gon cherish every moment,
Cause It only happens once, once in a life time

Its your chance take her hand to the floor (to the floor)
Girl if you see something you like then let him know
Cause you only got one chance it your first dance
So take advantage of the slow dance
Yeah man

If you give, give the first dance to me
Im gon cherish every moment
Cause it only happens once, once in a life time.
.....................................................................................
i love u i miss u....

start from back at one,

Hi readers!
took some photos with sister lastnight. HAHA. i know i look very weird :X sitted in the salon for nearly 5 hours. Gward ! my butt nearly broke into pieces of meat ! andandand ! my fringe sucks to the maximummmmmm! eeeeewww! :X i can't go out today ! so sad ! sigh! i want to go out ! i don't want to stay at home with my four walls and black dog! D: sadden to the max. pathetic holiday!!!!! D:

without your smile , everything is not worth it.

Hi readers ,
short post for today , posted some overdued pictures. Going to get my hair done lateron! excited tothemaximum! :D wee-o-weet! going to post when im back! loveya!

One, to let the dream come true , two , just want to be with you , three , You, the only one for me (:

Hi readers ,
sorry for not updating for so long . very lazy you see. alright managed to update some photos (:
see the both crazy people. one ah siao one ah gong arh. HAHA! so many things happen this few days. notsure where should i start and what should i start with :X alright talk about school things first. a few days back,something quite awkward happened to one of my schoolmates . shall not eleborate what happened. sometimes its really quite bad after emotionally and physically builled her. of cause, we only think about that after we had fun. but its really time for me to think about it . is that fair for her? or she deserve it.
Life wasn't very great in school as homeworks are stacking upwards . Gosh :X Ofcause , thought quite alot of things this few days. my life, my studies and all. but everything is just too late. Thursday , absent from school. Guess what? im allergic to CRABS! omgomg , i can never eat crab anymore D: once i eat it , my stomach will start to have a war inside. Then i will spend my day in the tooilet instead :X awwwwwwwwww! :[
Holidays holidays HOLIDAYS! ^^ YAPPI! finally it is the one week holiday that i waited for so long ! ofcause i will still miss my school's food, [lady finger] D; but but BUT ! its time for me to really rest well ! HAHA! shiokshiok!
alrightalright , off i go people ! byebye ! :]

Baby baby baby ohhhhhhh~

Hi readers !
woke up at 10 plus in the morning , got prepared and bus-ed to Tampines mall to get my new phoneeeeee! ^^ HAHA! alright damn in love with my new phone ! HAHA! , after i got my phone went for Pastamania with aunt , loveit ! the bake rice there is nice =D went back home , get prepared > went Bishan for dinner . homed (: awwwwwwwwww! school starts tomorrow again! >: So sad! how i wish everyday is saturday and sunday ! >: HAHA! k la . going to update my new phone with songs ! BYEBYE!

With you, it brightens my day (:

Hey readers !
Sorry , no pictures today . Never take one for a long time already. alright , went to watched *being human * today, that show wasn't really nice :X wasted , i waited to watch this show so long end up quite disappointing . Alright nevermind. Went to Bugis with sister , just came back. Just imagine how long we walked -.- Anyway , Ohgod now then i realise that Justin Bieber's song is really nice ! =D Loveit ! HAHA! He look quite handsome too! :> And and and ! tomorrow im getting my new phone !!! *SUPER ULTRA EXCITEDDDDD! * HEHHEHHEE! Hope i really can get it this time ^^
Alright shall end my post here ! Tag more k people ! =D going update my playlist now =D BYE ! :}

Hardcore,

[As you can see the date , is a super ultra old picture ! =D]

Alright , yesterday was BORING ! lessons never interesting before :X HAHA! alright, last period miss tan wrote one super long letter ! erm should i say is Copy one super long letter (: HAHA! for that one hour she is just copying arh? HAHA! toobad, i cant post it today.. cos im just plain lazy :/ HAHA! maybe other time? HAHA. today , life in school was great! but i got a feeling im going to fall sick soon! :X arhhhhh ... alright, today in school is fun la not that boring with entertaments. HAHA. alright that stupid twitter is playing a trick on me :X arh! cant put it in blog with bullet forms :X GOSH.. forget it..

P.s , after two years than i found out that my dog... has no balls D;

Something you may not see it, But we belive that it is always around you.

I find this stitch super cute :D school today super sian la ! Whatthe, I can see that i've difted far apart from my itouch D: SO SAD! :X anyway, today something happen shock me out of my life. i anounced bankcrupt 2 hours before i went to buy my drink, i remembered CLEARLY ! i left $1.55 i went to buy i drink than i suddenly saw a $2 in my pocket . Okay, maybe is just that i forgotten . I took the $2 and buy a drink , Just when im passing the money to the uncle, the $2 note turn into $5 . THE PROBLEM IS , I DUN EVEN HAVE A $5 NOTE ! THERE IS NO WAY THE NOTE CAN POP OUT!! :"X anyone can explain to me what really happen? im clueless seriously and im super ultra terrified now :X

Be what i am now.

HEY PEOPLE ! <:
Went to grandma's house today, OHHHHHHHHHHHH! so sad ! i lost quite abit of money when im playing blackjack D: awwwwwww! Anyways, I ate alot alot today . I guess is time for me to go and exercise abit :X HAHA! alright tomorrow school again!! D: i hate to go school. Everyday need to face the detention , test, detention & boring lessons ! D: awwwwwwwwww! :X

There is no uturns for us anymore. Just move on with our lifes.

YO people! :D trying my best to post everyday now , i dunno whats wrong with me super exhausted every night when i returned home. I just KO on the bed HAHA! Alright yesterday ,
ENGLISH> cards cards CARDS!!
MATHS> nah , worksheets again-.-
ART> finally i finish all my boards and those still-life pieces! ^^
HISTORY> test test TEST! GG...
CHINESE> You look at me , i look at you .
Thats how i spent my friday. BORING...
HAHA, going to catch my down with love and Autumn concerto ! :D
BYEBYE! ^^
OHOH! SAVE MONEY!!!! two weeks later ! im so gonna have my itouch! :D



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IM SO BORED ! thats why you see me back blogging again. i must be fast before my computer went crazy again :X alright, it has been a long time since im alone the whole day on saturdays ! :o
*clapclap for me * HAHA! no lah, actually is don't want to waste money thats why im rotting at home with my DVDs and Movies. HAHA! My budget is 2 weeks !!! 2 weeks later , i touch here i comeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D HAHA. so im now only busy saving up! HAHA! i'm confident that i can do it within 2 weeks ! :D wish me luck yah? :D alright going to pack my desk soon! super ultra messy. :X

the idiots ! ;"D

Hey people ! finally i'm posting again haha! =D
alrightalright, school was quite okay today . Rather interesting ! HAHA . alright, was really exhausted now :X but still insist on blogging to keep my blog alive :D HAHA. alright life is fine this few days. Still as happy as ever ! HAHA! today, love did not attend school ): meet eunice and clique after school for erm lunch HAHA at Mos Burger. chit chat all this and headed to fountain, meet love and accompany her to take mrt :D HAHA. homed afterthat :D and and AND ! I LOVE FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYY! :D

15 years , meaningless.

Alright hi people .
Sorry for not updating for so long , so much things happen this few days. Don't really have the time to update. Paiseh :X
alright, this few days i watched "Little Big soilder" & "Percy Jackson and the lighting thief"
both show was great. (: loveit.
i will only talk about what happen yesterday ,
movie> sumo> cb mac> Bishan> serangoon> homed> hougang point > tution cher's house > homed.
Don't want to eleborate too much about yesterday.
Just a sucking day that's all.

okay, Bye people im just so lazy to update :X won't be update for long.BYEBYE!

在屋顶和我爱的人(:

HI PEOPLE ! :>

everyone must be busying getting ang baos now right?! HAHA! so do i! :D although last year financial crisis arh! but singaporean's are still super generous :D HAHA! Alright some pictures are taken during the reunion dinner and chinese new year:> alright this few days , was too tired after taking ang baos and sorry for not updating this few days :> okay, how is some people's valentines? HAHA! super ultra angry right? is like wtf?! go Bai nian is a must eh! than my boyfriend/girlfriend how?! HAHA! can celebrate the day before la:> HAHA! Hope you guys really enjoy arh! especially girls ! flowers plus ang bao come together this year! HEHE! Alright i was doing nothing but blackjack and receiving angbao all the way! WOOTS! Super shiok! although i lost quite alot in blackjack :X HAHA! anyway , school is starting in 2 days time ! awwww! hate me for reminding right:X paiseh la ! but i miss school okay! HAHA! thats why im like wtf? can school start tomorrow?! HAHA! of cos , i won't miss those teachers and school rules . HAHA! some typicial reasons thats why i want to go school! HEHE! Anyway anyway , who is free tomorrow?! i wanna go out :X if you're free text me kkkkkkkkkk! :D HAHA. shall end my post here ! happy new year arh! ohoh! im going to update my playlist with OLD songs later :X HEHE! alright ByeBye ! :D dun miss me arh ! BHB! ^^

Tearsdrop on my guitar ..

FRIDAY

Bugis> amk>foutain>cb mac> homed :D

SATURDAY

Alright people ! :D Today went to Grandma's house > Bedok for reuion dinner> HOMED :D

YEAH! tomorrow is NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE'S DAY! :> HAHA! angbaos and roses! WOOTS! :>

Millions reasons, one conclusion.

TUESDAY:

Alright , Went to COLLEGE CENTRAL today. School so called : learning journey of cos. Thought that i'll enjoy myself quite alot there , but seriously its all B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T. Totally did not enjoy at all! its so tiring and B-O-R-I-N-G! We were told to stay there till 4.30 pm. Im like so WTF?! can? BLAHBLAHBLAH. Loads of rubbish happened. Shall not go in to details, during hokey games i guess everyone is like super IN to th game can! haha! play until super rough. E was hurt and gotten a 4 stitches on her face ! my godness , Hope she is alright . Ok finally back to school! that is like th most happy moment Yeah? Cab down to Hougang Central to collect my posttage .... SUPER URGENT! :> Meet love and had subway for our dinner (: Chitchat alot too :> HAHA! afterthat , HomeSweetHome (:

WEDNESDAY:

Of cause! The ITE Thingy is so B-O-R-I-N-G , so i gave school a skip . Went to meet B but you know? saw airoplanes -.- went to meet H instead. caught "MY EX" that show is COOL! ^^ afterthat meet love for dinner (: HomeSweetHome :>

TODAY:

firstly, School sucks, anyway school never rocks before .

secondly, make my trip over to YCK mrt station and back to amk is SUPER TIRING WITH MY NEW ITEMS ! >:

thirdly , saw BROTHER ! yap, shocked. Not very shocked as he hang out with that group. Went to Hospital with Bro to visit Y . as she is admitted in hospital for some reasons. Shall not go in to details. Went back home myself as i find myself super ultra BORED there. and im like a piece of DEAD MEAT now. TOTALLY LOW BATTERY. so im going to charge myself now (: TATA!

anyways,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :>

kind of worried, my new year clothes not arrived yet. Wtf.

In love with flowers...

MAKE LOVE NOT WAR...

i guess i get a little bit crazy....

HEY PEOPLE ! :>

sorry for nt updating yesterday :X alright, yesterday's photo :>

Meet jingwen , went to had prata for breakfast chit-chat , singsong & play mahjong :>

headed to bugis for her pants > clark quay> hub to meet sisy :>

Went to eat stemboat with sisy:> okay this is what happened, while im eating.... i found something in the soup... a PINK IN COLOUR prawn o0! i thought i colour blind , i scoop up and take a good look at it. Its not PINK , its PINK PLUS PURPLE ! WTFWTF?! we asked the uncle , why is the prawn so colourful, he replied ... " Oh. maybe is because i put the "go qi zi " inside thats why".... but the problem is , that is not the first time i've eaten that steamboat. i put the "go qi zi " in the soup with the prawn a million times before, but never seen a prawn turn out to be this colour before o0! :> but anyway, me and sisy will never go there anymore (: > walked to hub shopshop and take photos in the neoprint shop :> > homed afterthat :D

TODAY

Nothing much actually, rotted at home whole day . watched Down with love, K.o3guo and played SA too :X nothing much to eleborate either. tomorrow is monday again! >: