"My night has become a sunny dawn because of you."

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two." -St. Augustine

where you go? i miss you so...

Hey humans !
Alright, last work sister and i work until wa~ almost fainted. I thought we will earn alot , who knows pathetic $20 plus. -.- Went back grandma's house stright away bathe and GG on the bed. Thanks uh sister, for your ice milo :D Anyway , this weekend seems so long to me . How i wish school faster start and i can had fun again ! ^^ excited ttm ! Alrightalright, ermmmm. Just changed my blog (: new skins huh. going to update my playlist with the songs i sang in class. Haha! alright miss my love and him ttm and tan huixin that gundo sami and of cos my classmates !

Somebody call 911 shorty fire burning on the dance floor woooh~

the only one that i trusted .

( some photos ! overdue one :x)
Alright , firstly, yesterday's cross country sucks. Movies , How To Train Your Dragon rocks to the max! :D Going to work tonight. so i shall just end my short post here ! (:

The Dj is playing my favorite song.

Sorry guys , No pictures for today. I'm too lazy to update pictures cause all the pictures is in my phone :x Alright, today 's school life so shiok! new PE teacher came called Mr Tang. We find him kind of CUTE with his loose loose specs Haha ! But he is so naggy man! quote one sentence that he like to use frequently : " Hey Boy! raise up your hands when you want to talk, and fold your arms ! " Haa! kind of adorable uh. He talk about his wonderful students at the school he used to teach. blahblah, He is so old... i wonder if he can really teach PE? o0!

Quite alot of free periods after recess, But all was equally boring. History teacher has finally pissed off by my classmates and went insane. God, she is not going to teach anymore. I guess she will have cool down by tomorrow. Hope so uh. Cross country is round the corner now ! thank god im represent the class for running uh. -.- how am i going to run with my fats? god, and its located at Macritchie Reservoir. Wasn't planning to go actually, but changed my plans in the afternoon. I'm so gonna go for every school event ! =D Good girl cannot be blamed ! HAHA. super ultra BHB. i wonder why am i so addicted to facebook now ... LOl.

i'll sacrifice for you (:

( one old picture of me and my love (= )

Time flies ! school reopens again, many things to catch up . Happy moments is catching up now ! =D like, change of my class timetable . Super shiok! thought about loads of things, should i drop art and go for home econ? At first, i plan to go to home econ but i didn't get in. I was posted to art instead. Tried my best to draw the best art piece that i can. and sadden i gotten a c5 for my art. 2 more marks!!!! and i'll get a B4. What a waste ! But i love art more and more now. Because i had a wonderful teacher and i'm interested in the subject. But i still need to think for my "O" level. what should i do? can i do my o level's art well? do i really have that potential? Now currently , i don't think i have that potential. But can i do it next time? no one knows. Home econ have so much things to memorise. Can i do it? can i even handle well my other subjects? i doubt so. I guess i just have to work harder in my art. Maybe one day i'll be able to handle it well who knows? (:

Cross country is just round the corner, and glad that i'm chosen. but i can't run now. im so fat and lazy, walking is already a problem for me man. i'm already so lazy to walk how am i going to train for my cross country? someone help me? :x i think im getting more and more lazy. Ridiculous. -.- i miss watching movies, i miss going on a shopping. i miss spending money, sigh not now, i've got to plan for my future and my saving got to be full now. super SOC (short Of Cash) now. so much things to buy. :x i'll never finish buying the things i want. same for you guys right? money and time is always not enough for me . and i can 99% sure that it is not enough for you guys too. alrightalright, lazy people cannot type too much . Only can eat and sleep !=D

Bad dreams scares me out.

Bad dreams really scares me, Just had one last night. One that last very long and scare my tears out. A dream that will never happened. Shall i share the story? One night when i reached home as usual , my mum start to ask me wear a lot of clothes, and she got all my things out. she packed it nicely in my bag, where am i going? i start to wonder everything. why are they only packing my things? where am i going then? i was brought to the airport and all my families member where there. Can you belive it? my mum say that she is sending me overseas to study?! she say she can effort to send me there now, everything is arranged already. I'm stun, how am i going to let go of everything in one time? my friends my house and you.. how am i going to leave without you? i cried and cried just hope to get through to you through phone. i have so much things to say and so much things not yet done. i have so much things to accomplish and yet i'm leaving . That kind of feeling , i can't really explain it. Its very very scary, and it appears to be so real. Thank god i woke up just in the right time. This dream lasted me for the whole night. This dream let me know that, "whatever i want to do, just do it. if not , until a time i'm really leaving its really too late. cherish whatever i have now. don't let go of anything."
Life is like a cup, once broken it can never be fixed anymore.
releationship is the same too. once its gone its gone.

Let your heart sing the love song (:

Hi readers,
Today , Went to J8 bought quite a lot of things . That is how my money always flies away -.- Gosh ! is time for me to save up some money i guess hmmm.. i always say save money , end up the money in my purse is just so tempting that i spent it away -.- Gosh. Alright went to Amk hub to meet sister after that. Waited for her for 1 hour , Thanks uh. Went to had beef noodle for dinner ! nice ! chat a lot , had a great time today (: oh, went to eat pastamania for lunch today. love the seafood zuppa ttm! =D Haha !

Actually, sometimes i think of it quite often. I find that love is really quite blind. my mum loves my dad a lot thats why im here. No matter what kind of person my dad is , my mum still loves him deeply. i personally thinks that my dad wasn't the best guy for my mum. My mum suits someone a alot better than my dad, but i think that because love is blind that's why my mum don't mind anything about my dad , She just love him . That is what i mean by "维大的爱情 "
Until now , they don't shows that they are still as loving as before, But deep inside their hearts they still concerns and care for one another. That is what Love is . Who will be my future one? You? (:

i'll give it to someone special.That is you (:

First Dance Lyrics.

Its your chance take her hand to the floor (to the floor)
Girl if you see something you like then let him know
Cause you only got one chance it your first dance
So take advantage of the slow dance
Yeah man

When I close my eyes I see me and you at the prom,
We've both been waitng so long for this day to come
Now that it's here lets make it special
There's so many thoughts in my mind the DJ's playing
My favorite song ain't no chaperone's this could be
The night of our dreams.

If you give, give the first dance to me
Girl I promise I'll be gentle
I know we gotta do it slowly
If you give, give the first dance to me
Im gon cherish every moment,
Cause It only happens once, once in a life time.

I couldn't ask for more we're rockin' back and forth
Under the disco ball we're the only ones on the floor
So many thoughts in my mind the DJ's playing
My favorite song now we're all alone
Here's the opportunity

Only if you give, give the first dance to me
Girl I promise I'll be gentle
I know we gotta do it slowly,
If you give, give the first dance to me
Im gon cherish every moment,
Cause it only happens once, once in a life time.

Everybody says that we look cute together
Lets make this a night the two of us remember,
No teachers around to see us dancin' close
I'm tellin' you our parents will never know
Before the lights go up and the music turns off
Now's the perfect time for me to taste your lipgloss,
Your glass slippers in my hand right here,
We'll make it before the clock strikes nine.

If you give, give the first dance to me
Girl I promise I'll be gentle
But we gotta do it slowly
If you give, give the first dance to me
Im gon cherish every moment,
Cause It only happens once, once in a life time

Its your chance take her hand to the floor (to the floor)
Girl if you see something you like then let him know
Cause you only got one chance it your first dance
So take advantage of the slow dance
Yeah man

If you give, give the first dance to me
Im gon cherish every moment
Cause it only happens once, once in a life time.
.....................................................................................
i love u i miss u....

start from back at one,

Hi readers!
took some photos with sister lastnight. HAHA. i know i look very weird :X sitted in the salon for nearly 5 hours. Gward ! my butt nearly broke into pieces of meat ! andandand ! my fringe sucks to the maximummmmmm! eeeeewww! :X i can't go out today ! so sad ! sigh! i want to go out ! i don't want to stay at home with my four walls and black dog! D: sadden to the max. pathetic holiday!!!!! D:

without your smile , everything is not worth it.

Hi readers ,
short post for today , posted some overdued pictures. Going to get my hair done lateron! excited tothemaximum! :D wee-o-weet! going to post when im back! loveya!

One, to let the dream come true , two , just want to be with you , three , You, the only one for me (:

Hi readers ,
sorry for not updating for so long . very lazy you see. alright managed to update some photos (:
see the both crazy people. one ah siao one ah gong arh. HAHA! so many things happen this few days. notsure where should i start and what should i start with :X alright talk about school things first. a few days back,something quite awkward happened to one of my schoolmates . shall not eleborate what happened. sometimes its really quite bad after emotionally and physically builled her. of cause, we only think about that after we had fun. but its really time for me to think about it . is that fair for her? or she deserve it.
Life wasn't very great in school as homeworks are stacking upwards . Gosh :X Ofcause , thought quite alot of things this few days. my life, my studies and all. but everything is just too late. Thursday , absent from school. Guess what? im allergic to CRABS! omgomg , i can never eat crab anymore D: once i eat it , my stomach will start to have a war inside. Then i will spend my day in the tooilet instead :X awwwwwwwwww! :[
Holidays holidays HOLIDAYS! ^^ YAPPI! finally it is the one week holiday that i waited for so long ! ofcause i will still miss my school's food, [lady finger] D; but but BUT ! its time for me to really rest well ! HAHA! shiokshiok!
alrightalright , off i go people ! byebye ! :]

Baby baby baby ohhhhhhh~

Hi readers !
woke up at 10 plus in the morning , got prepared and bus-ed to Tampines mall to get my new phoneeeeee! ^^ HAHA! alright damn in love with my new phone ! HAHA! , after i got my phone went for Pastamania with aunt , loveit ! the bake rice there is nice =D went back home , get prepared > went Bishan for dinner . homed (: awwwwwwwwww! school starts tomorrow again! >: So sad! how i wish everyday is saturday and sunday ! >: HAHA! k la . going to update my new phone with songs ! BYEBYE!

With you, it brightens my day (:

Hey readers !
Sorry , no pictures today . Never take one for a long time already. alright , went to watched *being human * today, that show wasn't really nice :X wasted , i waited to watch this show so long end up quite disappointing . Alright nevermind. Went to Bugis with sister , just came back. Just imagine how long we walked -.- Anyway , Ohgod now then i realise that Justin Bieber's song is really nice ! =D Loveit ! HAHA! He look quite handsome too! :> And and and ! tomorrow im getting my new phone !!! *SUPER ULTRA EXCITEDDDDD! * HEHHEHHEE! Hope i really can get it this time ^^
Alright shall end my post here ! Tag more k people ! =D going update my playlist now =D BYE ! :}

Hardcore,

[As you can see the date , is a super ultra old picture ! =D]

Alright , yesterday was BORING ! lessons never interesting before :X HAHA! alright, last period miss tan wrote one super long letter ! erm should i say is Copy one super long letter (: HAHA! for that one hour she is just copying arh? HAHA! toobad, i cant post it today.. cos im just plain lazy :/ HAHA! maybe other time? HAHA. today , life in school was great! but i got a feeling im going to fall sick soon! :X arhhhhh ... alright, today in school is fun la not that boring with entertaments. HAHA. alright that stupid twitter is playing a trick on me :X arh! cant put it in blog with bullet forms :X GOSH.. forget it..

P.s , after two years than i found out that my dog... has no balls D;

Something you may not see it, But we belive that it is always around you.

I find this stitch super cute :D school today super sian la ! Whatthe, I can see that i've difted far apart from my itouch D: SO SAD! :X anyway, today something happen shock me out of my life. i anounced bankcrupt 2 hours before i went to buy my drink, i remembered CLEARLY ! i left $1.55 i went to buy i drink than i suddenly saw a $2 in my pocket . Okay, maybe is just that i forgotten . I took the $2 and buy a drink , Just when im passing the money to the uncle, the $2 note turn into $5 . THE PROBLEM IS , I DUN EVEN HAVE A $5 NOTE ! THERE IS NO WAY THE NOTE CAN POP OUT!! :"X anyone can explain to me what really happen? im clueless seriously and im super ultra terrified now :X